Been such a long long time since i last blogged.
I posted an entry in my personal diary though.

CNY 2012 so near so near.
Managed to buy something yesterday. Office wear!
Nah.. I'm kinda good with what i planning to wear on the actual day itself.
Not much effort put in to be honest. But, i'm wearing something that look pretty alright to the eye anyway.

This year 2012, there are some things I plan to achieve.
I'm moving slower to one of them. I think it's appropriate to have it now.

I'm watching some dramas recently. The office ladies dress well, and I would like to try that out too. hahaha sounded kinda silly. I can afford to be silly now anyway. With pretty outfits, of course I would need to slap some powder on my dull looking skin as well.
Look at my make-up kits and you would laugh! So few of them. I've got my bb-cream and lipstick and gel eyeliner from my lady boss. The rest, I got them maybe 1-2 years back. Liquid foundation x 1, concealer x 1. Liquid eyerliner x 2. Face powder x 1. Night powder x 1. The most I wear is the pencil eyeliner. And maybe lip balm. That's all.
What do you call this? A lazy 23-to-be? I just want things to be as natural as it could be. Ha.
Anyway, a change may be good for me, who knows?

I like to layer my clothes in the past. Practically love it! Not so much for now though. Because the more I wear, the more I need to wash, dry, peg and iron. You know, I tend to go for possible and workable shortcuts when I dont really have that much of time to spare. For about 2 weeks, I have tried to wear unironed clothes (to work). Ok, slap me. Haha. Nah, I am really zzz. Come on bum, iron them ... and find somewhere to keep them properly. There's really no space to hang my clothes properly.. ><. I want my own cupboard. All my own. Spacious nice and, well nice.

To make things sound not so nice, the above is simply something materialistic. Yet, it's desired. Ha, I am contradicting myself.

Ok moving on to personal improvements.

I think I should be a little more/less reliant on specific individuals. And be a more emotion-responsive person. I am just like a pool of barely-moving water. Unless you kick the water, it will then start to drench another patch of sand.

I'm not specificially over-reliant on someone. But I could be more independent. Bing pampers me by driving me to places I'm going. Do you call that reliant?

I can take care of myself alright. But this sometimes is not really healthy. The lack of interaction says something about me. Maybe I should just raise a topic or something although I may have already got the so called answer (i.e. my answer). I'll be surprised with what others may be able to share. That's interaction alright!

When I say"can you help me, please", people will offer help.
This help may make people feel good about themselves, that they are able to help (may backfired as well though).
This help may make people realise that I am still hanging around and that I exist.


Being lactose intolerance is kinda a pain in the neck, yet it's not something that unusal.
Having "inherited" the white hair gene is kinda freakous, yet it's not something that deadly.

I acknowledged the not so desirable factors.
I am a guinea pig for the tests that I want to try out.
The experiments are kinda fun actually (though experiments may back-fired too).

I am weird, am i not?
But I am special too. keke


Have a great CNY! :D